The art of painting is a performance-based endeavor. In this performance, recorded by the applications of age-defying pigments, is to be found the fragments and remnants of the “you” who will not always remain you. The poignancy and sadness of distance and loss, the vigor of mortality, have always been the object and subject of all art, of which painting, in surpassing ceramics and sculpture, has ascended to primacy. That in painting one can find the person long dead in a century-old brushstroke, in a momentary choice, is tantamount to painting’s rejection of death as eraser and annihilator of memory, of love, of self.
Nothing else records quite like painting. The tremor of an ancient hand, the forceful thrust by a vigorous youth are more telling of personality than the biographical eulogies that describe the incidental habits of “x”, or the wine choices of “y”. It is in the realization that the uniqueness of a person can be found in the painting itself; the painting lets one into the world of art itself, it is a refuge where something is left, as Picasso used to say “just so”, encapsulating a moment in time, so that wherever that painting stands, the painter also stood, head cocked, brush slowly dropping away.
I am evoking a rather romantic scenario to provide one (the reader?) with the ultimate goal of the artist: to fight linear time. It is on these terms that Michelangelo, Goya, Velázquez, Ribera, Caravaggio, Vermeer, Rembrandt, and many more found delight in themselves and recorded this discovery and delight in painting.
I am also alluding to another aspect of true art; the unique flavor of the never-to-happen-again artist. All of the idiosyncrasies, the problems, the failures, the mistakes that a young painter will encounter will be his enemy unless he realizes that it is his savior. In your “mistakes” you will find your style, and in your style you will find yourself in art. Style itself is the observable pattern of your particular habits, of mark making, of subject choice, of tool usage, and as such are uniquely yours. Homogenizing elements such as computer programs, market studies, and other such design-backward scenarios disrupt natural creative inclinations. These inclinations are known by children, but are forgotten by adults. Possibilities are the outcomes of unruly imaginations, and it is on this level that painting should be approached, if not for the direct benefit of the painting at hand, then for the direct benefit of the future painter.